Dirge

Little lies will make it better
Justify the status quo
The image of one,
Raised up upon the backs of many
Sweat labour and deceit

There are secrets whispered behind closed doors
Private meetings
Not for the working man
Action comes from a swift and steady hand
Self-assured
The lines of ethics blurred

A call for action
Silenced in a second
A call for justice
Never makes it past the door

Questions left unanswered
Stones left unturned
Blind investigations
Produce only negations of complaints
The guilty left uncharged.

I'm Sorry

I live in this slow hell

Wouldn't wish it on anyone

You may have caused me pain

But this is different

Comes back

Again and again

There is nowhere to hide

I can't live on in fear

I open myself to this dark world

Let the light scourge it clean

Hope this is the end it seems

I don't want you to pay

That I opened up yesterday

And now it seems

I have spread contagion

Is it my mind

Threatening to unwind

Can only affect those already ill

But we all are ill

Society tells us

We better not believe

Or this tar will clog our hearts

Stick

Cover up our souls

Make us live this terror nightly

Systems

Punctuation?!

No

Why do I care for conventions

there's no reason to fight with old systems make sure to fix them

The world is growing smaller everyday

There's no way to reach them

Just let them pass away

Ashes to ashes the old system crashes

We watch idling on clogged networks

Eyes of apathy

There is no more sadness

No more joy

The last soldier is coming home

Everything is serene

All this I see in the mirror but there is no truth there

I turn around

see the world in flames

Singeing closer to the edges of the film

bald monkeys eat popcorn

sip martinis

gossip about Planet of the Apes

Read tabloids about Bigfoot

Check their watches see they're late

And here we go again...

In Want of Winter

Wind blows

Whimsical gusts

Old Man Winter grows frail

The Sun hibernates

Yet the Earth's body

Pulses with warmth

Where are the fall leaves?

Lightly dusted in white

Lace for an Ice Queen's petticoat

Trees bare and shivering

For want of blankets of snow

Down from the heavens

Divine and feather-light.

Shadows dance beneath

A full-bodied moon

Ivory beauty illuminates

Naked and smooth like silk

Making love to dear Gaia.

I Dare

You hunted me

Chasing me through alleyways

Knocking down my door

Watched me from tree shadows in the park

I was cautious

Always peering over shoulders

Listening for snapping twigs

Shallow breathing

I was once scared

But now I dare you

You can come

Threaten me

You thought

You could lock me away

Chain me to my demons

Make sure I hid away for good

But I will spit in your face

You can't remove the fire from my eyes

My heart burns with passion

My spirit with creativity

You have lost

Think you own me

But you don't even own yourself

Tired of lying

Afraid you'll never make the cut

I can stand before you

Turn your weapons against you

Because you can't run away from fear

It will consume you

Unless you consume it

Over the Edge

I didn't know there was more wandering

Thought we'd reached the edge of the flat earth

But hand in hand we took one step more

Discovered dazzling new worlds

Made me forget from whence I'd come

Seductive like fairy music

Dancing in a mushroom ring

Shall we dance forever?

Never return to the war-torn world

Here no bad things happen

Fear is a distant cloud

I wanted to sing simple melodies

Carried on the wind like a sparrow's words

But instead you gave me wings

Let me launch those words to flight

Carry the song through the sky

Harmonize with the Universe

First, you sing the melody

Taboo

I dreamed of a woman

Her white stomach wide like a drum

Laughter like the silver cups of two Christmas bells

The water of the tub ran shallow and cool

And with the shyness inexperience brings

Eyes met, giggles escaped

I was met with tightness

Her fears silent in her mind

But slowly, she sank in the shallow track of ivory

Mouth formed a satisfied O

As fingers moved in ways only a woman could know

Behind the curtain a one girl act

My eyes closed to shut out the truth

The taboos my mother set on my shoulders

The taboos my grandmother held in her stern gaze

Eyes opened only to see her sink below me

Her mouth forming satisfaction

Her body a puddle of emotion

Golden curls untamed, yet innocent

I wondered vaguely if I was the monster

In this fairy tale

The temptress, seducer, succubus

Wide World

I am in all ways that count
Two-spirited
But that is very much a flaw of the English language
It paints dualities that need not exist
It is not so much that I choose both
But that I see the whole picture, and want it all
I may choose the path right in front of me
But I still have a panoramic view,
Feel a tinge of regret
That I haven't enough feet
To walk all the paths I see

Neither language nor logic allow
That one plus one equals one
And for that matter
One plus one plus one plus one is still ONE
I am incapable of that narrow vision
The focusing on one part
Mistaking it for the whole
Saying we can't sample from both slices
All visionaries do,
Set the standard one askew

Everyone's eyes open a sliver wider
Mouths exclaim amazement
And I feel only a mild disappointment
Pretend to be impressed
Wonder when at last the world will come into view
For more than just a few,
Frown at the shackles of limitations
Wait and wish that the world will finally wake.

Graves

Even white light
So bright
The sky one shade
The ground fades
Colours lost to notice
And grey stone graves
Old, untended
Desolate
But one small boy
Sitting there with a bag
By his side
Staring eyes
I recognize him
Stop, I know him
But there's no one there
And still he stares
And only I can see him
Vision fades
But still I travel
On the road amidst the graves

Suddenly, it's not so empty
Standing on each grave
Men and women
All dressed in black
Clothes from many ages
Eyes, blank staring straight ahead
I can't avoid their stares
No one else can see them
Staring with some purpose
But fear is far away
Enter strange calmness
As I travel past the graves

The air is still
It's cool and scentless
Nothing here but men and women
Dressed in black
Grey gravestones
Sky pale white with back light
Wondering how far this graveyard stretches
Wrapping brave fingers around calm

Winter Jazz

Raise my eyes to the skies
Take in frosty sun rays
The winter's here
But I'm still warm inside
Paint these walls a summer yellow
Paint my heart with pink and red
Little butterfies in my stomach
Pastel yellow, green, and blue
Maybe purple too
Thinking of far off beaches
Thinking of you
It warms me more than a fire's glow
It warms me more than tea or hot cocoa
Dreaming in carols, while the winter away
From in here it's still a sunny day
Wrap up in a scarf and mitts
Go out to play
A winter wonderland

Silver

My soul is tarnished

Steady careful polishing

Might make it fade away

Tried to hide it

Behind Anger

Let my heart grow cold and black

Tried to fill the emptiness

With fleshy desires

Left me feeling just more empty

Can you polish it with love

Gentle, persistent loving care

Keep me shining like I'm new

Keep the darkness at bay

My soul is tarnished

Polish it until like new

I want to do the same for you

Let's build a matching set of sterling

Help Me Let Go

My heart is so filled with anger

Hurt

So pregnant with doubts

Blame myself

It was never you

I was hurt by him

But I let it happen

Let rationality slip away

Trusted

And now I am afraid to trust again

Can't trust myself

What if I'm too much

Drive you away?

What if I'm too distant

You never see that I love you?

See me naked

Here in front of you

Know I bare my soul

Pull me close

Whisper reassurances

Hold me so tight

These fears must fall away

Where rivers join

Another night alone

My thoughts dance outside my head

Beyond this room

Above the snow

Under the concealed stars

The wild prairie

On a moonlit night

Wisps of fog hang low

Let us dance together in spirit

The wind blew us together

Let souls bridge the divide

So that I

Can wait out one more night

The winter's cold

Is not felt in this beating heart

Overflowing with the warmth

Of your love

Coming out of Power

I open this page
Skim wings
Slim and delicate
Jar memories of faces
Heart filled with distrust
This terror doesn't die
Vacuum holes where hearts once beat
Can't turn back the sands of time
All alone
No more shadows for faces
No more masks of skulls
The mind shuts out the truth
Fades to blissful haze
Wispy memories remain
Details lost in empty thoughts
Not so interesting today
Frail and human
A mind in slow decay

Turnip Lanterns for Shadowy Nights

you are the nightmare
that keeps me from my sleep
the shadow
that makes me bar my door
you are the one
filled with indescency
giving bad names to good men
preying on the innocent
filling hearts with fear
but i am stronger
and people stand beside me
i am protected
you want to drink my fear
but all that's here are tears
of sympathy
for those who cause nightmares
walk loveless
until the end of time

Time Traveller

I feel sometimes
Trapped in time,
Immovable.
Read the stories of my ancestors,
One pair of shoes between the two of them.
Relive history in my mind,
Bubonic Plague,
Potato Famine.
Trace loss and heartbreak
In my family line.
Am I so different?

Should I be proud to graduate?
The first in my family,
5 years of University.
I look around this humble home;
It collapses like cardboard
Under my scrutiny.
Am I so much better off?

The bar for acceptable poor is raised,
But I might go hungry one day,
Freeze through the night in my own home.
Can I escape my birth?
Fame and fortune are Illusions,
Carrots dangled just out of reach.

I feel the sickness of cold winters
And stretched budgets,
Slowly the plague spreads.
I huddle in a blanket,
Eyes flash,
Reveal visions of the past.

Other cold winters long ago,
Mud-stained clothes.
Labouring everyday,
For little pay.
An old woman, frail.
Breath in a cloud of ice.

Rainbow Oceans

You painted the world for me

In solid coloured provinces

Of unseen foreign lands,

And rainbow oceans.

I wanted to paint the world for you

In country outlines,

Capital cities,

Geographic regions.

I pointed to us

And your eyes grew blank.

My heart ached for tears unshed,

Longing for your world of rainbow oceans.

Herstory

You show me this book

And tell me it's history,

But if his story is so full of little white lies,

Things fallen through the cracks,

Details conveniently forgot,

I want to see less history.

Tell me herstory.

It will be round and full

Like a woman of nine moons,

And through her story

Words will be woven in loving kindness,

Strung together

In community,

Held in our hearts for generations,

Gathered on the hearth for recollection.

Soft or saucy words,

Wild, twinkling eyes

And merry laughs,

Vibrant and beautiful,

This is her story.

Never dry like history;

Never frail.

No pages missing,

No words left unwritten.

But if you must

Place them side by side;

Undo the bindings.

Take herstory and history,

Re-stitch them as one volume.

Call it theirstory,

Leave empty pages

For ourstory.

A volume never done...

Colonial Frames

Through these dark eyes

We watched the turns of time

Men pale as ghosts

Searching the wilderness

Hoping to find themselves

Courageous

Fool-hardy

They came at first

In boats strung up with clouds

Stepped on these shores

Barely land-born before

Ice and snow brought death

We nursed them in longhouses

But they breathed death on us

And soon we too fell

Villages became bone-yards

And as their numbers grew

They climbed mountains

Navigated waterways

Crossed plains

In search of furs

Greed lead them

Like wild dogs

And when the animals hid

They sought to take the earth

Our villages were reordered

To make Rupert's Land

And as greed grew

Rupert's Land shrank

Replaced by settlements

And paths of double steel

They drew invisible lines

Gave names

To what they never owned

Cities grew out of stone and steel and soot

Rupert's Land disappeared

Our eyes grew fewer

Viewed the world

Through lenses of suffering

Northwest Territories

And then Nunavut

To mark a new age

Proclaiming it time

Traditions fade away

You try to tell me

Our eyes are all the same

Glance for once

On the stains of history

Speak those words again

Yeomen

We came, long years ago

Built homes like gnomes

Sod hills

Rustic abodes

For vessels

Sought trees for timber

Soon licked by brine

Sea caked with salt

We made no friends

With men of bronze

Watching ghost towns

Emerge

With frightened eyes

Long before

Gallic Tongues

Spoke L'Anse aux Meadows

And by our hands

Broke earth

Sowed seeds for generations

But in vain

Neither Christ nor Thor

Would give us rain

Thunderstruck

Our broken company

Fled to the whale road

Dropped scythes for oars

Swept water

Rode tides home

Failed Exploration

Dredged up for the depths

1000 leagues

And muffled descent

Shadowy and still

Steel chains groan

The pressure is too great

Bend and snap

Dragged free-fall

To the bottom of the sea

Rock gently in this cradle

Where no light shines

Slip into an eternal darkness

Rest softly

In your coffin of metal and glass

Franklin

Feeling winter's bite

Icy grips

Chilling to the bone

Looking northwards

Eyes set on barren tundra

Water, rock, and ice

Do these mukluks dare

Follow footsteps faded

Clothed in blizzard's fate

History in shallow graves

Frost-burnt withered skin

Iced up to the bone

Arctic mummies

Chilling gleaming teeth

Glassy eyes

Seeing the beyond

Stomach full of lead

Death wraps

Tighter than scarves

Choking frosty breath

This Blanket

You argue in circles
Try to paint a picture that interweaves past and present.

You want to change the pattern here and now
Add a new colour
And vitalize the future.

But I am not sure if this pattern is as strong
This new thread
Must be thick
It will hold the whole piece together.

I want this blanket to last 7 Generations.

It will match the old blanket,
Now faded.
It sits in an old chest
And gathers dust.

There are moth holes
And edges frayed from wear.

This new blanket will be draped around the shoulders
Of a young country
To show coming of age.
To recognize maturity
And ability to contribute.

It symbolizes peace and understanding
It recognizes an agreement
That this youth
Will act in a way
Beneficial to all.

These threads must be strong.
I want this blanket to last 7 generations.
Are you sure it is time,
For that old blanket to be replaced,
For us to welcome in the new?

This is so much responsibility
It seems so soon...
And yet the old blanket
Is falling apart
The threads were not strong enough
To withstand the tests of time.

We must weave this new blanket stronger
Interweave colours tightly
Look towards the future.

Adrift

I feel like a castaway
Set adrift in a rowboat
Sun-parched
And stranded,

But you are the ocean
Your tides
Set my course,
Gentle waves
Rock me to sleep.

I lay in my boat
Half-dazed
Stare up at the harsh sun,

You whisper
Of far off lands
You sing to me
So I can never forget tomorrow.

Can you and I weather all the storms?

If I fall into that great blue
Surrender myself to your embrace,
What happens then?

If I am welcomed into
The heart of the ocean
Can our story
Go beyond time and tide?

Miles and Mountains

The miles between us
Are like mountains
And I can't see past them

But I will climb to the peaks
And run through the vallets
To get to you,

And if my steps falter
If I stop to catch my breath,
Will you meet me halfway?

Together we can make moutains
Look like molehills
And miles
Like grains of sand on the beach.

And soon we stand
Looking into
Each others eyes
And I forget
We ever
Were apart.

Chess

Time strides on.
I wonder
Am I making a mistake?
Every footfall
Carefully planned,
A game of chess.
Did I miss anything?
Will I find,
After a pause,
That this queen falls,
That even a castle
Won't prevent
Check Mate?
And if
Things don't work out
According to plan
Will I be a sore loser,
Or set up the board
And play again?

The Unspoken

Women are amazing,
Because there has never been a creature,
So strong and fragile
In the same breath,

You look at me as if incredulous
That I won't put out,
Because you want to live some wild fantasy
That you saw on one of those porn videos
I see listed in the search bar on your computer.
You watch them when I'm not there
And think I won't notice.

Then you slink off to the shower,
Try to let the water drown you out,
And wash away your frustration.
But you don't know frustration
Or confusion,
Truly.

A woman
Is taught from childhood
That they should be ashamed of their own bodies,
Live in fear,
Never talk about
Sex
Or Pleasure,
And certainly not together.

You can wave your hand in dismissal
And say that
All of this is a thing of the past,
But it is a legacy
Passed from mother to daughter,
Through the generations,
In well-intended words,
Trying to pass on wisdom
But there's an echo
Of subjugation,
From a time
When women knew oppression,
When the chains were forged.

And now those chains live on
As ghosts of the scars of history,
Memories,
Unwilling to fade

A woman can feel pleasure,
But expressing pleasure
Discussing sex in public,
Makes us
Skanks, whores, sluts.

Showing off our natural beauty
Makes us provocative,
Turns heads,
Makes our footsteps
Echo with whistles and catcalls.

To wear clothing as a form of freedom
And self-expression,
Means we are ASKING for men to rape us!
And it is drilled into us
That someone might get us pregnant.

So sometimes we hide behind invisible chains,
Lock the doors and windows after dark.
And sometimes we are submissive,
Sacrificing our pleasure for yours
Because we are afraid to be ourselves.
We still have this legacy
Of being property
And objects of desire.

We can looking in the mirror
And see no beauty,
Because we are not thin enough
Young enough, ________ enough.

When we hurt in love
We may turn it inwards and blame ourselves.
Afterall,
We were taught to hate ourselves.

So don't look at me
As if my body defines my worth.
Don't expect me to pleasure you
Just because you want me to.

Don't expect me to pleasure you
If you don't show me
Why I should trust you.
Why should I
Forget all this social conditioning,
Release my inhibitions?
And let this night take us somewhere
Beyond time and space.

Because if I wake up,
And you snuck out while I was sleeping
Looking for another one night stand,
Then soon enough it will be another man
Sitting right there
With the same look in his eyes,
And I will have one more shackle
Holding me back,
Keeping us apart.

Autumn Wishes

The fall is
Crisp yellow leaves
That fade to brown

I walk facing the wind
And when indoors
Bar windows against the cold

Frosty breath seeps in
With the dead of night
Tickles along the spine

October waits
While I sip hot drinks
Mourning summer

I grow fat on coconut milk
Unwilling to let go
Of warmer climes

Watch from the corner
Of sharp eyes
Winter's stealth approach

Together

We are worlds apart
I may beat on this drum
You shake this rattle
But we are out of time
Or vision of music
Is disimilar

We cannot make the rhythms
Interwine
This is no melody to your harmony
We cannot bring together
Our different worldviews
In one symphony

There's just cacophany
Harsh sounds
Over harsh sounds
An earful of agony
Mismatched misery

Until we develop
Musical tastes
Both bizarre and new
This sound is to hip hop
As hip hop is to rock
What rock is to classical

And soon we forget
The barriers
That once held us back
Lift the disguise
Of a new art-form

In Between

There is this feeling
Of flitting in between,
Neither here nor there
But on the threshold.

Beyond time,
A place for spirit,
Where bodies become frail,
Forgotten
Shades of grey.

Beyond decision,
Uncertainty and wonder
Bud together,
Dance in delicate footfalls.

Soon memories fade away.
Will
Becomes a fool's errand.

Stay here,
Whispers the air,
Beyond reach of despair.
Live this strange pleasure
Eat the food,
And stay forever.
Forget all
You left behind.

In this world of tricksters
Become blind.
Breakdown the crippling walls
Of sight.
See beyond your senses.

Qualified

Am I qualified
To tell you what to think
How to think?

Let me tell you now
That I stand before you
With confidence
And doubts
And experience in many things.

But I am as qualified
As the next guy,
Let me tell you
You will never feel 100% confident
But you would remain stagnant
If you didn't take a leap of faith
Cast yourself off the deep end
And free fall.

Some day you'll understand,
I promise.
But for now
Just remember
That I'm qualified,
And that I'll tell you what to think,
How to think,
But never
What to believe.

The Perfect Creole

You can tell me
That I am pale as a sheet,
Try to glare until my skin catches fire,
But you can't change history.

My ancestors were a mixture,
The perfect creole
That spans two continents,
Bridges gaps
Most wouldn't dare attempt.

We are mediators,
The go-betweens,
That once held this country together.
We are the glue
That connects two nations,
Interwoven
Among willing and unwilling participants,
In the rise and fall of civilizations,
The creation and destruction of ways of life.

We are unpopular,
Loved and hated by all
Without pause,
But still necessary.

You may not want to believe
In who I claim to be,
I could look like my European ancestors
Or Cree,
But I would still be
What I have always been,
A mixed-blood,
A Métis.

Mental Genocide

You're just a child

Trying to care for a child

And you aren't well

But neither were your parents

And this bridges 3 generations now

Maybe more

I never asked your whole story

You never told me

And I wonder

How many broken families

Are just like yours

It is so difficult to be a witness

To this mental genocide

I only hope the cycles will break down

But we spiral up through time

And it is never easy

To erase the sins of the past

You can turn to the bottle

Or something less productive

And yet the results play out

In your social DNA

What will that baby say?

When her thoughts begin to form

When teenage angst

Drives her away

The same way you left your home

Will she come back when she's 20

Scrub the walls of mold

As your sickness sets in

Drive you to the hospital and grieve

Leave

Before she tells you

She's going to have a baby

Surrender

I can't keep fighting back these waves

They're growing stronger

The water below is murky

What is down there?

I want to hold on to something to stay afloat

Yet I don't really want to get back on that boat

It was on fire when I leapt out

And now I'm afraid of drowning

I keep on struggling

When it makes no more sense

I should let go

Surrender myself to the undertow

It is fear that keeps me here

Maybe there is something better

Just below my feet

Maybe when I quit this struggle

I'll realize it's not deep

But right now I'll flounder round as though

I cannot take the pressure

I am afraid to surrender

It's not the water that scares me

It would be soothing

But I can't trust myself

I second-guess past decisions

Foolish thoughts I can't see past

And these waves look like mountains

But really they are in my mind

The water is as smooth as glass

I would realize

It is just a puddle

It barely even is to my knees

If I looked down I would catch my reflection

Showing who I am with accuracy

But first I need to surrender

I cannot even see beyond my nose

I need to surrender

Until I do this storm keeps raging

And I feel alone

Whispers on the Breeze

I have always
Listened to the wind
It speaks in whispers
Beckoning
I go where it calls
Echoes from the mountaintops
Gushes about streams
Washes over seas of flowers and grain
I follow its winding paths
Dance where it touches Earth
Fly amidst it
Carried on false wings
It bathes me
In tranquil excitement
Leaves me stranded
Where its furies boil
Dies and is reborn in one breath
I have always
Listened to the wind.

You Say

You tell me to relax
I allow myself
To melt into a puddle of tears
Emotions I didn't know I had
And you say
This is ESP
But I'm wondering
How I can be so unstable
And yet cry happy tears
I wonder how I let stress
Lead me this far
I feel vulnerable
And yet fear drifts
Somewhere far away
You read me
Like a book
Looked between the lines
Discovered the hidden plot
I can only hope
I proved to be
More than some trash novel
A story with a plot
That leaves you
Eager for more
You read the lines
As I write them
Watching as our stories
Intertwine
Composing words yourself

Once Upon a Time...

... in a land far away...
Do you remember that day
In a far off time and place?
My memory has grow foggy around the edges
As though from the tropic heat.
Everything fades away there
Time is meaningless
We are trapped in a void of constant
And as memories resurface like tiny bubbles
In a Coke can, or possibly Chang,
We can delight in those moments as well.
A few words exchanged,
Echo still,
While the image fades from view,
Only recognizing bright sunlight
And humid hot.
Somewhere made of dreams,
Carried on the wings of imagination
Like a fairytale.
The End, not yet in sight.

Adventures in Paradise

Dark city streets,
Golden city lights,
Playful accents call out,
And suddenly we are backseat driving,
Giving directions,
Awkward.
Thank you,
As we zip down these night streets,
A speed that comes,
Only once darkness falls.
Talking,
Disjointed.
Taking risks,
Assessing them with spontaneity.
Moving towards
Something bigger.

I'm Sorry

I'm sorry

Have we been trained

To express things we don't mean

And shouldn't we always mean sorry?

But we are so bound by ego

We let anger run unleashed with fear

Throw guilt to the wind

Until we learn those simple words

I'm sorry

For what?

If only I knew

All the little things

Like jabbing needles

That drove us apart

Had I seen their silver sheen

Would I have stopped them?

Or was it meant to be

That here we are again

And

I'm sorry

But not really

Because sorry means

I won't do it again

And in this circumstantial world

Where we are drawn taut with emotion

I would be a fool to say

My actions

Will always be virtuous

We delude ourselves

With dreams of perfection

Cast up a false ideal

I'm sorry

But only in this moment

I want to feel forgiveness

It's release

But tomorrow is another day

When we will learn

Things can't always mend

Because we say

I'm sorry

Forward

I am afraid

To bear my soul

Find myself unworthy

You wounded me

When the world was dark

I wasn't sure it was you

But now you face exposed

I know the truth

We have been running from our pasts

But past determines future

This was a fatal mistake

You and I must learn forgiveness

Find solace in this wake

Let go

Move forward

Earthbound

Me and this drum

Share secrets

Whispered across taut hide

We are one

In deep resonance

To remnants of a simpler time

Soft beats

Mingle earth and moon

Together

Weave cycles

Peel back layers

To reveal

Endless blackness

Sequined with glittering stars

Little lights illuminate footsteps

Our secrets are safe

While the notes resound

Empty Doorway

You walk through that door and disappear

It is all an illusion

Now minimalized

Expanding on clear view

Always one step ahead

And now my guard down

You saw me cry

I thought I was all alone

But you were watching

Carefully letting events unfold

Like lily petals

Delicate

And now you see

I quiver in the cool breeze

I look through the empty doorway

Still see your shadow

Wonder where you've gone

And how soon you will return

I'll be dazzled once again

And forget

The illusion

Walk blindly

Into your caress
Without you
My world
Is that empty doorway

Thor's Hammer

Thor's hammer falls
And falls again,
And lightning fills the sky.
He could barely wait out Woden's Day
Until he could come out and play,
And now the sky is white as day
His hammer never stops,
He welcomes in a brand new month
With loud and boisterous knocks.
His excitement is untamed.
Electric, his discretion lost,
Awaking entire towns
Before the sun can yet be found,
Mortals hide upon the ground
And keep their windows locked.
A peak out of the curtains tells
The sky appears on fire.
What festive day could this one be
That fuels bold Thor's desire?
Even atheists tonight
Would cast a wary eye,
And wonder what sensational mode
Could light up the whole sky!

The Moon and the Sun

You are turning me
Into the kind of person
I had always hoped to be
But never believed possible
You erase barriers
Like pencil lines
Create a future
I was unable to see.
How do you know
The right things to say
When I don't have the courage
To admit my feelings?
You always know
Anticipate each thought
As though our thoughts
Are connected.
I feel unburdened
The sunrise
Suddenly becomes hopeful
You make me feel like
I too could dance across the sky
Shining brightly
My whole exposed
Unafraid what others see.

Introspection

How we see ourselves:

I am walking along

In the summer heat

Wondering how

To make all the ends meet

Hyper aware of passers-by

Afraid anyone

Will meet my eye

They are probably seeing

Some old bum

Who has tangled bed-head

And is dressed really poor

They probably scoff as they pass

Wondering why I would go out

Looking like that

They judge me right on the spot

As if clothes make up

What we are and we're not

How others see us:

Look at the beautiful girl walking by

She has it all

And she won't meet my eye

Because she knows what a loser I am

Look at that confidence

The way she holds herself

I wish for once I felt

Like I had it all

But now I am late for work

Because I wish it was my day off

Like her

That I could walk along in the sun

With a bottle of Coke and sunglasses on

But instead I am trying to make ends meet

Look at her having fun

Beating the heat

I bet she didn't even notice me

Not the Same

Soul Mates
Who could say
Any day
Whose a soulmate?
Our spirits shift intentions over time
We attract those we can learn from
At each moment
We find those we need,
Those who have our best qualities
And our worst
We choose people who mirror
As we appear
At any one time
That is why things fall apart
When we don't take care
When we don't learn acceptance
Of ourselves
When we can't face our own faults
We need to maintain
We need to love
We need to work through all the little things
Soul Mates
Could be anyone any day
Who touches us
We could have 1 or 100
Soul Mates
Aren't the same as those we love

Commitment

Can you see this line
I'm drawing in the sand?
The one that says
This is what
I decide
I have chosen
And now no one cross the line
What does commitment look like?
It looks like
Footprints in the Sand
One step ahead
Foot after footfall
Even gentle pace
These is no race
No finish line
We need to take our time
Let things happen
Naturally
Let Mother Earth decide
Rhythmically
If the world will
Revolve around I or we
We need to leave to sets
Of footsteps on the beach
The tide can wash them away
But it can't wash away
Our feet
So just keep an even pace
We don't need to race
If tomorrow
These footprints are still here
It's fate

Crystal Dance

The lights are starry bright

Like water droplets

Crystal chandeliers

Suspended by chains
Invisible like spiderweb

The colours reflect in your hair

Sparkle in your eyes

So deep like the ocean

Pools like foreign seas

Hold mysteries

A connection between you and me

We move in one motion

Perfect harmony

Become one body

Our footsteps echo

One voice

Music like fairy harps

Gentle bell or flute

Dreamy dancing

This is a fairytale come true

Silvermoon light shimmerin gown

Glowing air

Loose curls of hair

Cool atmosphere, not cold

But as if surreal

We glide above the floor

In perfect step

Other dancers

Are mere shadows

Of this perfect dance

There is only you and I tonight

Sharing one soul

Movements

Perfect flow

Willing this to be

More than just a dream

Don't let me wake up

On sheets of cotton

Pillows of down

To face an empty room

And images fading away

With the touch

Of sun's early morning kiss

Wild Woman

There was a wild woman

Lived under the moon

In a quaint little cottage

With only one room

Her hair was all tangled

Her art just as tame

She did what she wanted

Not looking for fame

She followed the cycles

On blood moon, painted red

And whenever it pleased her

She went back to bed

She cussed and she shouted

She danced and she sang

All through the valley

Her tender voice rang

She drank tea with dainties

And swam in the lake

She did just what she wanted

Never acting fake

There was a wild woman

Lived under the moon

In a quaint little cottage

With only one room

Dreamer

My dreams are like crystal

And life is like diamonds

And sometimes in transitioning

I can't tell them apart

I've been told that I'm a Dreamer

That this idealism

Can never last

But I wonder why so many people

Are too afraid

To hold onto their child-self

It's a dog-eat-dog world

And it's easy to lose your way

But don't worry

You'll find the road back someday

I am always

In a whole other place

Watching myself from above

My amusement is realizing

That I am not my body

None of us are

But so many people

Are caught up in illusion

Live true to your spirit

And you too can be

Like me

A Dreamer

Afraid

I was never very good at messing up

I'm afraid to take the blame

Because I don't mess up very often

And when I do I'm ashamed

I not too good at taking praise

Accepting it to be true

I was always expected to be great

Praise was something I barely knew

I was always expected to be good

It was silence that usually met my ears

I learned both criticism and praise

Were things I didn't want to hear

So be patient with me

I am afraid

To be good or bad at anything

When it comes to things I do well

I just want to do and be

And when they pass by silently

I smile from the shadows

And wish you'd set me free

Let me be me

Unafraid of criticism

Open to praise

But please be patient

Right now I'm afraid

One Two One

Why are you sad?

I'm not.

But you're crying.

Yes.

Why?

Because you and I

Have so much in common

Our relationship is complicated

It has been since the beginning

Just in the way we met

But we are like two magnets

Orbiting

In a gentle game

Of attraction

Positive and negative

And I want us to be like two droplets

Glistening

On a single leaf

We weave a delicate dance like flower petals

I want to let down my guard

Fall into your eyes

We become to moving parts of the same machine

Slowly

Revolving around one another

I want to slip into a place

Where we become one

Through fluid movements

We can step in perfect harmony

Flow through a flawless waltz

I want to become just an extension

Of a single will

Where you and I

Create such a chemistry of cohesion

That no one can tell us apart

I want to open my heart

Bare my soul

To you

 I want you to brush away

My insecurities

Wrap me in your strong embrace

Tell me that I'm loved

So that you and I

Become

Us.

Unreal

Living today

You know We are just people

We all are afraid of change

We all are afraid to shine Like the stars

Dance with the wind

Each of us loves

Yearns

Passions like swelling hearts

Luscious fruits

Then let them wither unpicked

You who cowers in the branches

Afraid to take the prize

We have this gift of life

So bright and full

Too afraid

To open our hearts

Bear our souls

Live now and always

Give and receive

I too know this dance of shame

This path of self-destruction

You will never find full fields

Plentiful harvests reaped

The seeds still sit in the shed

Unsewn

Beside the unborn child

Of creativity

Sat down beside crayons still in the box

Words never unravelled

Dreams never flown

In perfect bows

On the tails of kites

Jack

Jack
We never wanted to see the end
Of dreams the grew on trees
Carried in the windows
On the evening breeze
Community
And Unity
This was the serenity
That only passion and idealism
Turn into realism
You are the beginning and the end
Jack
You taught Canadians to dream
And though you were caught
In this never ending game
Of cat and mouse
Trying to get seats in the House
Of Commons
You knew how to touch individuals
How to open hearts and bring smiles
You were the light in an era
Of confusion
Jack
We'll miss you
Friends and foes
We all know
That you were special
We gather together
And remember your life
You taught us to look towards the future
And we hope
To continue on
As bold and bright
As the twinkle in your eyes
You always dared to dream
Big
And we'll remember you for that
We'll write your name in the history books
So our children learn of a great man
Named
Jack

Pleasant Dreams

It's the little moments
Things you say
Things left unsaid
Those are the moments when we live
The moments that follow me
Where ever I go
Each day
The moments that find me
As I sleep each night
Peacefully swaying on the ocean of dreams
The honey-sweet air
Warm, and soft
Caresses me
As I drift away

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