Bipolar

I awake
Heartbroken.
Am I just Manic
Depressive
Bipolar?
Or is this just the situation
Finding hidden meaning
Behind day to day things
I can only hope what glimmers
That I grasp
Is truly there
I am not one to imagine tensions
Yet I see dragons circling
Fierce claws
Scraping
Curtains of darkness.
Sometimes I feel so helpless.
Little moments of despair that bud
And fade away.
Strength then gleams again
Glistening like beads of sweat.
Slick and sheer.
Enveloping all.